Thoughts...

This is one of those times that I have way too much in my head...

The last few days have made me so much more aware of how strong my love is for you. Seeing you in pain kills me, and I would rather have all your pains on me than on you just so you can have some peace. You are such a caring and kind and loving person. You don't deserve all the bad things that have happened. You don't deserve to be treated the way you have been by alot of people we once considered friends, and even our own families...

Some days I wonder why you're with me with all my own crap to deal with. Then a little voice in my head says, "Because you two are meant to go through this together and help each other out. When one falls, the other will help that one up. When one is sick, the other will help take care. When you have good times, you share them together. But above all, don't give up." I don't know where that all comes from, but it makes sense to me...

I love you with every part of my heart and soul. Don't ever forget that babe. You have been the light of my life. Don't give up and let that light go out. You wouldn't let me give up, so I won't let you.... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox